rainy

My heart in a knot
2016-03-19 01:44:12 (UTC)

work sinusitis

It's 3am but I'm up because I have another sinus infection that I got from work. I know its from work because I only get it after driving one of the vehicles that my coworkers smoke heavily in. This is certinly one of the drawbacks of working this type of job, many of my coworkers are heavy smokers and they smoke in the cars that we have to drive and my sinuses are just not use to smoke so each time I get an infection. This is my 3rd infection within the month that I've been working there. I now take a bottle of fabric refresherner with me to work and spray any of the vehicles that have the heavy smoke smell but its only slightly effective.


This is just one of the things I worry about at this job as far as my long term health is concerned, I feel like I sound like stuck up because this is just one of the issues with sharing spaces with others, but I stress about being exposed to cancer causing substances at such a high level and frequency at this job, and when I get these infections its just a reminder that I need to find another job.

I've actually been wanting to come and write for the last few days that I haven't been here, I wanted to write about how I've been doing as far as opening myself up to someone at work... and the truth is that it's very unclear at the moment... it seems like one day I'm doing well and the next day I hit a road block. I don't have the energy right now to go into the details that I want to so I'm just going to leave it at that until I feel well enough to come back and write about it as I want to.

I really need to go back to sleep but it seems like ever since the change in time my body has been having a difficult time readjusting and I wake up every night at 2 am and I have a hard time waking up in the morning for work.. I nearly late almost everyday because of it. Hopefully in a few more weeks my body's clock will reset itself and I can get a full nights rest.

The last few days at work I've been getting off earlier than usual, mostly because the work has been easier, I'm wondering if they have been giving me less work because my pay hit an all time high last week, I really have been enjoying the pay especially since right now I need it more than ever. I went ahead and put collision on my car insurance. I had to switch providers because my old car insurance provider wouldn't go down on the new rate they gave me, which was 20 dollars more per month for the same coverage that I had before, I found another company that offered me a lower rate so I went with them but added the extra coverage which cost me 170 more each 6 month term. For now I'll keep the extra coverage because I can afford it but I feel safe knowing I can go back to a lower rate later if I lose my job or just need to.


After weeks of really hot humid weather we are getting a cold front this weekend, it will lower the humidity and we will have more spring like weather next week when it starts to warm up again, then we are getting lots of rain which means my lungs may start giving me problems, I am wondering how this is going to play out this year because the problem with my lungs only happens around this time of year under rainy humid conditions.


Well I need to try to get back to sleep for my healths sake





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