Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2016-03-17 21:58:58 (UTC)

Ok, so I'm depressed right now

It's like depression comes in waves... all of a sudden you get this feeling and most of time all you can think of is suicide.

Suicide seems so pleasurable and relieving at moments like this.

Life seems so hard, boring and meaningless.

Oh well, I'm sure I'm not gonna commit suicide now though, I've felt liek this for so long that I cant even remember when I first felt this way.

I had been like one week without depression and I believe that's how normal people feel all the time. It's nice. You wake up and the first thing that comes to your mind isn't suicide. The days seem to go by faster and most of the thoughts you have during the day are nice and you can even think of life goals you want to achieve.

I have never been to a psychologist or something but I'm sure I have depression. Probably caused by myself.

I really wish I could write some more but I'm not in the mood.




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