My Letter To The World
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2016-03-01 04:16:12 (UTC)


Mood: Rocking out
Song: You Give love a bad name By Bon Jovi
Color: Lipstick Red

velton is a sweet Guy.
It's the first person in this new town that has touched my heart...
the first person i let in and talked to like it was normal and things were good.
We have Traveling and the need to not stay in one place forever as something in common.
He used to be in the Navy.
and he felt like that was the only time in his life where he was exactly where he belonged and where he was doing what he was supposed to be doing.
I envy him that...
There's something to be said for being in the right place at the right time, doing the right thing.
He said that not many people find that...and i agree.

My focus is pivoting... and so with it my heart does as well.
It's one person...one person that's wormed there way in and that scares me to death.
But i think...even after all this...that letting people in is still worth it.
That the people out to hurt us and betrayed us didn't win and that i still love, and i still care and there is nothing they can do to steal my Joy.
And you know what?
I'm Tempted to go back and say just that.

I'm Happy, Sad free confused and lonely all at the same time... and that's life( and a TS lyric...now that i think about it... -_-)

but it's the truth of my emotions.
and i guess we see where my heart takes me from here.