Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2016-02-19 09:07:27 (UTC)

I Can Aspire

Random discovery I need to share: My laptop has a touchscreen. The tip of my vaporizer works on the screen or my laptop... and my phone. This is so pleasing, I don't even know why. I just needed to share that.

The heaviness got the better of me today. I wanted to go to the gym. I wanted to get out and do something. I wanted to maybe go for a walk outside... I just couldn't get myself moving. If work doesn't require me to. Or if Snookums doesn't motivate and encourage me to. I just can't get going. Tomorrow I have to go into the radiologist's office to pick up a CD of m MRI for my appointment on Monday, so I have an important reason to get up tomorrow, but if I didn't have that, it would end up being another day life today.

I finally managed to get up and throw on some sweatpants, so me and the little kids could run to the store to buy dinner groceries. I got the brilliant idea to make calzones, and then I made the mistake of telling Snookums. So, I was committed at that point. They turned out pretty good, but my stomach started bothering me soon after. Since going mostly raw, I find when I eat heavy or overly processed meals, I have digestive situations. More encouragement to stay mostly raw. I'm nowhere near committing to full raw, but I can aspire.

I spent an astonishingly long time on Facebook today. It's amazing how much time it can consume. I know I can walk away from it at any time (like when I'm out in nature, or busy with other things), but when I'm not otherwise occupied, it's a vortex. One I've come to enjoy more. I'm finding a platform. A persona. I'm encountering less negativity, and when I do encounter it, I know just how to respond. Shit is rolling off, instead of injuring me. It's definitely more fun when I'm not getting into it with every other person. My ability to just let the crazy stuff go is getting better and better.

I took my hits and now all I want to do is eat bananas. They're on the nightstand mocking me. I must close for now.




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