Via

Via's mind
2016-02-11 05:28:44 (UTC)

Normal 18 year old stuff.

Not only do I have extreme mental health problems stressing me the hell out but I also have the normal newly 18 senior in high school problems. What do I want to be, will I graduate, am I ready to be a adult? All those basic questions. I don't know what I want to do with my life and I feel that it is not a question I can answer until I know more about me. Until I know my boundaries and my forever problems I cant pick a job. I want a job where a can be at home and not have a lot of human contact. By a lot I mean none. However maybe in the future I wont be bat shit crazy and will know more. I always wanted to do something with people like study psychology or be a social worker. I realize now if I cant even listen to my own friends problems without freaking the fuck out then strangers is just not a option. Maybe I should just baby sit for the rest o my life at least kids are easy to control, well mostly. I remember the good ole days, you know two weeks ago, when my entries were actually funny and clever. OHHHHH the good ole days. I don't want to be a teacher it is just too much damn work for real! I should be one of those people who call people to tell them their bill is due. However that is only if I can do it from home. I could do the online shopper person. Costumer watches the sopping channel, calls me to order I put the information in the computer and ship it to them warming their little old addicted hearts. There is such a pattern here. Coddling my agoraphobia and social anxiety is the common theme.




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