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My Life Thus Far
2016-01-18 07:30:23 (UTC)

What Joy I've Managed

I'm uncomfortable, agitated, sore, and just downright pissy. I hate being in pain like this. I hate feeling like I have no control over my body, or the situation I'm in. I hate feeling like I'm a burden on Snookums, and letting my coworkers down.

I went to work this morning. I honestly wanted to get back to normal, but it just wasn't happening. I could barely bend to open drawers, and heaven forbid something fell on the floor... I almost cried. So, I got sent home early. Not something I wanted to happen. Tomorrow's shift has been preemptively shortened to 4 hours, only because it's too hard covering a full I hour shift. I'm going in to open the store, and then leaving when the closing selling specialist comes in at 1:30pm. After that, I have 3 whole days off to rehabilitate myself. So much for going hiking, I'm going to work on walking (with minimal pain).

I can't seem to find a position that's comfortable. I'm restless sitting here doing nothing, but too much moving around is agony, too. Good times...

What I need to do, is focus on my happiness. I can't let this temporary hiccup steal what joy I've managed to carve out for myself. This is something I need to work on regardless of my current situation. I let things get to me too easily. It's something I find very hard to reconcile.




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