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My Life Thus Far
2016-01-16 09:01:46 (UTC)

A String of Really Good Days

I've mentioned this before, but I'm going to complain about it again: I hate that my stupid laptop waits until I turn it on to do updates. Right when I want to write, and I never feel like waiting for it to finish it's updates and restart. Why can't it do that stuff when it's sitting idle for 23 1/2 hours out of the day? So long story short, I have 14 minutes to write before it shuts down. So annoying...

I'm a little disappointed with myself today. I didn't have to be to work until 3pm, but I somehow procrastinated so much that I only got in a short 20 minute workout. I did the leg machines and some kettle bell swings. I definitely can feel it. I think I pulled a muscle on the left side of my back. It's sore in a way my back doesn't normally hurt. I need one more injury. Yay.

Work was good. It flew by. Even my short little workout helped put me in a good mood for work. I find that I'm much more resilient and cope better after a workout. I've had a string of really good days, so I'm a little less worried about my numbers this month. I'm good. I hate that I have to obsess about it. I don't want money to rule my life, but the fact of the matter is, it does. We all need money.

Speaking of money, we're about to go into a lean stretch again. I hate it. My husband is so bad at paying bills. He doesn't pay when he should, then pays too much when he shouldn't. It's so annoying. And then he looks to me to fix his fuck ups after the fact, when he doesn't listen to me before he makes the mistakes. And yet, he doesn't want me to take over paying them again. Like it's an assault to his manhood, or something. There's 5 days until I get paid and there's less than $200 in our checking account. Not acceptable. I think I'm going to have to sit down with him and work out a schedule for paying bills so this won't keep happening. I'm so over it.

My laptop has informed me that I have 4 minutes until its going to shut down, so I guess I'm closing for the night. It's for the best. I should get to bed now, so I can actually get a good workout in tomorrow morning. I need to stop procrastinating!




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