Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2016-01-10 09:03:33 (UTC)

Fortunately Enough

Well, it's after 1am, so I guess I've procrastinated long enough. I'm not sure why I do that - wait until I'm dead tired to bother writing, and then the quality of the content is crap. Fortunately enough, there isn't much that needs to be said about today.

Work was better. Unlike yesterday, I didn't feel the desire to walk out, or have a monumental meltdown. Not that I did anything differently, but my numbers were much, MUCH better today. Almost $550/hr. That will definitely help pull up my monthly average. Which I'm too scared to look at right now. Hopefully tomorrow is another good day. I won't hold my breath though. Work is making me pessimistic.

After work I went to the gym. I knew there was no way I was going to get up at 6am to go, so I waited until after work. I got a decent workout in. 30 minutes on a recumbent bike, and then I did the selectorized machines. I did all the lower body ones, and I fully intended to do all of the upper body machines as well, but I maxed out on the lateral raise, and couldn't even lift the weight of the machine without any plates. I can already feel the soreness creeping in.

I've definitely decided I want to get a membership at Snap. I love the Poulsbo location. While it is small, and doesn't have the greatest locker room facilities, it does have everything I need, and it's quiet. Something I don't miss about the Y was how loud an busy it always was. That place was crowded on a slow day. I've been in morning and night (at Snap) and it's never too busy.

I'm still feeling very frustrated with my physical being. Being in the gym reminds me of how fit I used to be. Now seeing myself in those mirrors (which are everywhere) and feeling my own limitations, it's just sobering. I'm so irritated with myself for letting it all go. It would have been so much easier staying in shape than having to go about it all over again. I'm doing well, and I know it. I'm already feeling the benefits. I just can't wait until you can see the work I'm putting in, instead of me feeling it and nobody noticing. I don't care what I may say, I do care a little what others think.

I don't know if I'll be able to go to the gym tomorrow because my free trail is up. Well, it ends on the 10th and I don't know if that means the 9th is the last day my key will work, or if I have all day tomorrow. Of course no one will be in tomorrow for me to set up the membership. Sundays are a no staff time. I should have done it a couple days ago. Oh well, I'll get it figured out.




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