Truthful

Finding my flow
2015-12-24 11:57:53 (UTC)

in OC2 cafe

So, I have a meeting at 1 and I came more than an hour early. :) didnt know what to do at home. Ashni is in daycare! I will pick her after I am done from here. I can take her to do some grocery afterwards. I dont know! Not feeling great! sort of down. Stomach is upset and also lack of sleep. Why am I not getting paid? :/ This is depressing. hmmm....
This 'watch it on air AIB' program is good. sort of like newslaundry which is no more showing up now. I will also check out 'Not fit' show by tvf group. Problem is it is not available on youtube so have to catch up on laptop. I just had a pear. I think I can get an apple now and before I go for a meeting I can get a banana too. :) didnt feel like eating pizza or other cooked stuff they have. This place is so deserted today, obviously though its christmas eve. We have almost cancelled our plan for long road trip. I just checked that there is no point going to anthem tomorrow - no event scheduled. We might just go to watch Christmas lightings in awatukee.or whatever....playtopia in the morning. Weather is decent enough to play outside. My poetry page is picking up! which is good. :) but the problem is when I get busy with advertising, my ability to generate new material get affected. Few days back I was writing almost one composition per day but now I can't. What was the new word of urdu i learned today which means proud. something similar to Taaqqadur something.
I am thinking of cancelling my appointment with ob/gyn. I wont be seeing the doctor anyways so whats the point? But anyways, I want clarity of the bill of some thousand dollars! this is insane! I will also contact my ADA manager in January.
On 27th we can for cardinal games again. what else to do? :)
If one doesn't want to spend money then one is really short of ideas to do stuff! At least I am like that.
This year is coming to an end, cant believe it! I am off work since end of May. How am I passing time? I cant explain it to myself. I hope new year will bring new hopes in life. Mummy ka ticket bhi to lena hai. enough writing for today I guess...bbye!




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