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Starting over
2015-12-01 14:23:41 (UTC)

Wow, been awhile

Seems like I have been neglecting this diary, think it's just too slow lately and I don't have patience. We had a wonderful Thanksgiving, was able to have his/our daughter this year. He son is still being an 'ass' and not contacting him at all, which pisses me off to no end. I would say cut him out but it's not my call, and I of course will always support Mike no matter what decision he makes.

This Christmas was looking pretty bleak, I was thinking absolutely no gifts at all, well unless he gets a Christmas bonus, which we can't count on for sure since he hasn't worked in almost 2 years. I mean they still continue to think of us as Family, invite us places, give us tons of deer meat....speaking of which, Mike made us deer steak last night, tasted exactly like beef jerky...was the bomb. I was like "Chad would have tore this shit up". Mike is a fantastic cook and I am so lucky to have him as my own personal chef. He is less than 30 pounds from his goal weight, me not so much, maybe 50 (I am however, not trying like he is). I am so proud of him, I know how much pain he is in, yet he just keeps pushing and pushing...getting shit done. But I just noticed I have 3 paydays this month and again in January YAHOO Christmas is back on!

Hey, did I mention that my daughter took me out for my birthday? First she took me to a psychic fair, which the lady was kind of weird, but seemed to be ok, Kim wasn't going to believe anything she said until she told her the nickname Chad used to call her, so she knew it was him she was talking too. She said Boogy Boo or something like that, Chad called her Booger, so I thought it was pretty close. When she came to my turn, she told me that Chad wants me to let go of any guilt that I did nothing wrong and that everything was perfect now. I don't remember what else she said, but then Kim took me to get my nails and toes done, then out to eat, all on her dime. That was a wonderful surprise, she always does nice stuff like that to Mike and then the other day took my parents out to dinner for their anniversary, she is so sweet....not perfect just really sweet.

I love my family so very much, well my break is over~




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