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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2015-11-22 13:58:56 (UTC)

Sunday, boring Sunday!

i hate Sundays!They're so f*****g BORING! lol
So as a distraction, i've been on fet, and am now here to post the emails that were set between Master and i the day after our last meeting. i asked Him a couple questions about what He said, and He has given me permission to post them here, and His reply :)

Me...

"i wonder if You intended, or even realized how You would make me feel today, when You held me in Your arms and said i was "Daddy's good girl"?

i thought i heard You say something similar a little while ago, but i couldn't be sure. Since then, i have wondered if i hadn't really heard right after all.
i'm not sure how to explain it really...

i know You have often said i act like a child, but You've never said anything to infer that You feel like my Daddy? What i'm asking, i suppose is, do You like to think of me like that? i felt strangely turned on by it, to be honest! But above all that, i felt safe and comfortable that You had called Yourself that in front of me?
Doesn't make much sense at the moment, but i liked the feeling i had. :)
i read and loved an article on fet just now and commented there. It was how You made me feel today, if You get chance to read it.

If You meant to say it, did You say it because it's what You thought i needed to hear? i know i've said i was missing my mum and dad lately, and that i only had my brother left now. Or did You say it to get a reaction from me? Did You get the reaction You wanted from me, if so?

i almost called You Daddy instead of Master when i came the time after You called me that. Would that have bothered You?
God, i feel so confused but so happy!

i love You. Please can You reply when You can? i want to make a bit more sense out of it.

Your kitten... sft kissss"

And Master's reply :) ...

"It just seems, every now and again, and more so recently, that the dynamic between us takes on a feeling of Daddy/little… that for whatever reason, you seem like a little girl, and I feel my protective side respond, and overwhelm my Predatory side. It is curiously arousing, and rather satisfying when it does. I don’t think it’s anything to do with your acting like a child, which is just about you being nutty as a fruit-cake! Nor (after thinking about it, and as far as I am aware) does it have anything to do with the fact that your parents are gone – it’s only to do with us.

The Daddy side is a bit of a sub-set of the Master side: all those things about Daddy in the Fetlife article were true, but all of them are true about Master too. The difference is that Master entails a lot more besides. Daddy doesn’t cut off little’s air, or hurt little for his own pleasure, but Master does. I’m not saying it’s not sexual, but it doesn’t encompass all of M/s. So I think being your Daddy is (for me) just one interesting and enjoyable aspect of being your Master, and I’m happy to slip into that persona every now and again… Likewise, I am happy for you to be my little when it feels that way for you – I will pull you out of it very quickly if it’s not the right time! So I don’t mind if, when you feel little, you call me Daddy instead of Master… you may get to like it, or not…

*kiss*

M…"


*sigh*. How amazing is my Master?! He instinctively knows what i need, even before i do sometimes! And i got another lovely comment from Him yesterday, after pointing something out to Him i thought was important for Him to know :) He said...

"Thank you for flagging it to me, my kitten. It’s the *anticipation* of Master’s interests, wants and needs that sets apart a truly wonderful slave from a merely good slave…

*kiss*

M…"




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