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My Life Thus Far
2015-10-17 06:28:30 (UTC)

It Must Be the Veganism!

I had an inordinate amount of energy today. I don't know why, and I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but I felt great! Perhaps it's all the time off I've had recently. I was much less sluggish, not that I've been all that sluggish at all. I'm rambling... I feel great, and it definitely reflected in my performance today. I'm please to say the least. Whenever I feel super awesome, or extra productive, in my head I think "it must be the veganism!" I know the foundation of veganism is built on compassion for animals, but there's no denying it's simply better for humans, too. I feel so fantastic. Alive, light, free, all the good stuff. I'm so glad I decided to do this for myself. And for the animals.

There is definitely a greater sense of self-acceptance going on with me. All day I felt like I really had my shit together, and I can't even remember a single negative thought I had about myself. Like, zero negative self-talk. I've been doing much better about being kind to myself. Yet, some days are better than other. I'm hoping that all the work I'm putting into myself and they way I love my whole being is evident to my children. Particularly the girls. I tried to never express my self-hatred verbally, but I imagine they probably picked up on it (constant dieting, obsessive exercise, daily weigh-ins, and starvation are pretty obvious). Now I do gentle exercise, eat what I want (within veganism and gluten freeness), and listen to what my body tells me. I'm one with myself, instead of fighting myself. And it's the most liberating way to live. I'm whole.




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