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My Life Thus Far
2015-10-10 09:53:32 (UTC)

So Damn Tired

Now that I've sufficiently procrastinated, I can write a little something before I pass out. It's almost 3am. Seems like I'm staying up later and later. Yet, it isn't a big enough problem to get me to change my ways. I'm nocturnal to a fault. The fault being needing to get up early in the morning, but running on no sleep. Thankfully that isn't the case tomorrow. I get to sleep in. My plan is to get some cleaning done around the house, and then help Annie get ready for Homecoming. I'm looking forward to a quiet day at home. It's so rare that I actually get to have a day at home. But really, that's my own doing. Seems like I rarely feel like staying put.

Work was better today. It was busy enough I was able to pull some decent numbers. I wasn't too worried about it, honestly. I don't know why I'm not obsessing quite as much, I'm just not feeling the need to. I'm still coasting on how well I did last month! So far this month I'm off to an okay start. Even if I wasn't, I'm really not too concerned about it. I kind of think I should be (money is still a thing I need to live), and yet I don't feel pulled by that. I'm not going to worry about the future. It'll take care of itself. Next week this could all change, and I may be back to obsessing over every single bra sale, but for now I'm going to enjoy being unbothered.

I'm not really in the mood to extrapolate on my inner feelings. I'm too tired. This would be a perfect example of why writing earlier and getting to bed earlier would be a good thing. I'd be more willing to dig deeper into thoughts and feelings if I wasn't so damn tired.

So damn tired...




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