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Starting over
2015-10-08 23:45:25 (UTC)

selfish....

Dang, he is pretty much ignoring me, I feel like one of those annoying little gnats.........

I am so freaking bored, it's 7:48pm and I am about to go to bed...no wait I forgot it's season premiere of Vampire Diaries and the Originals ;) It's the little things in life ;)

I have been hard working in prayers to rid myself of this anger, my newest realization is that I am incredibly selfish.........

Never really ever seen that in myself, remember, it's always hardest to see the bad in ourselves.

My new prayer is this....

May I be sensitive to the needs, trials, and weaknesses of others and not oversensitive to myself.

Yeah, that's what I need to and am going to work on starting right now.

As well as my fat ass, yeah I did ask Mike and Kim both to go for a walk with me and yeah, well I am too much of a chicken shit to go alone, it's dark out there...and the frogs, can't forget the frogs. It's the thought, I was going to go for a walk!

Well I am feeling a huge relief of the darkness of anger, spending time alone in prayers works wonders!

Peace begins with me~




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