Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2015-09-26 00:21:50 (UTC)

It's raining outside!

Well, it's like 30 minutes past midnight so it is September 26th and here I am. I've just got home from school and I had a really tiring day today (yesterday).
My job sucks and I can't stand it much longer, seriously, it sucks the will to live out of me!!! I plan on looking for another job as soon as 2016 comes! One of the reasons why I don't quit now is because I want the vacations during Christmas and new year's celebrations and I plan on going down to south during the days off so thats basically the only reason that keeps me stuck in that job. I really think I can find a better job. I've heard and met so many people who have changed jobs so often my step father is a good example by the way.
The thing is I'm insecure and afraid. I am afraid of not finding a better job, I am afraid of getting another job and then regret quitting my current one because the new one is even worse or because I just won't get accostumed to it. Most of time I think it's all just in my mind, I tend to exagerate and make everything seem dramatic and horrible but I might be right about some of those things that I just quoted.... aaahhh,I am complicated, why am I like this? I can't stand myself.


It's been hot here and thats not a good thing.

It was my cousin Eduarda's birthday today and I hope she's fine, I haven't seen her in almost two years.

I'm dating Lauren and she and I hung out last night at the lake with some of my classmates. We kind of had a good time, we talked about music mainly and she has an amazing music taste and yeah, I like that. She's too shy though. I am not sure of what I should think of our relationship, I guess I am not sure if we're gonna get much further than what we already got (which is just about kissing basically)

I am so damn tired and I still have to work tomorrow, I'd give everything to just be left alone sleeping all day long.


Marlon, Somewhere rainy in Brazil.




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