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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2015-09-25 21:38:36 (UTC)

i miss U/us :(

i miss my Master :( i miss the way we used to be, when it was all fresh and exciting, and new.

But i know we have our separate lives, and i have to deal with that. It's just that mine is so hard right now. i wrote about it here a few days ago, but deleted it :( When i read it back, i saw how bad it looked, and i felt i had to :(

i don't remember my private account on here, so this is all i have now. i can't go into any great detail here, but things have been pretty bad recently :(

And Master and i don't seem to be communicating as well as we used to. i don't know if that's just me thinking that, or both of us? i don't know if He's still ok with us or not, although He hasn't said anything, but in the back of my mind, i have the memory of my sisters release earlier this year, and i'm scared, if i'm honest :(
she didn't see it coming, i don't think, and i hope i can't see it myself :(

Just tired, and depressed :( i haven't heard from Him all day now since 8.04am... yes... that's how bad i feel :( i'm counting the fucking minutes!

What is wrong with me? i need to toughen up really quick!




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