Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Physical Fidelity
Why do I wait so late write? I don't know. But I guess I'm just a sucker for punishment. Yes, that's got to be it.
There was nothing extra ordinary to share about to day. Work was work. Nothing special. I did wear my new kitty tights I got from Torrid yesterday. That actually made my work day a little more difficult. They were WAY too big. Like, so big I had to pull them up over my breasts (think: full body shapewear, but not the least bit tight) to keep them from falling down! So ridiculous! There's no way they were an actual 12! Vanity sizing for sure. I'm convinced.
I got to spend a couple hours talking to Corey tonight. He messaged me out of the blue, but every time we talk it's like no time has passed. It's no secret that I'm polyamorous. Snookums is well aware, and even though he's not, he understands how my mind works and how I feel about it. I've made a commitment to him to not have any physical relationships with other men (for now. We've left the future undefined at the moment), but he's well aware of my relationship with Corey. Past and present. Which I'm very grateful for, because Corey and I have an intellectual relationship I don't think Snookums and I will ever have, and it's something I value very much. My husband is a simple man, who has no real opinions about anything I care about. He doesn't always know how to communicate his feelings, or articulate complex ideas. I know he's intelligent, but there's a disconnect when it comes to getting complex thoughts out. When I want a stimulating conversation, he tends to clam up. It's me talking to him, and he'll just listen. Which sometimes is nice when I just need to vent. Not so much when I want some give and take. Corey fulfills that. Some would consider this "emotional infidelity", but seeing as how my husband is aware and accepting, I don't think it is. If he cared to read our conversations, he's able to. It may sound weird, but I take great pride in our "progressive" marriage. It works for us, and we've never been happier. I'm getting what I need, and because of that I'm able to give Snookums what he needs. Physical fidelity. I can discuss all the complexities of the universe, as long as there's no sex. Sure. I can handle that.
I should go to bed, but I want an ice cream bar. Keenan tried one of my So Delicious coconut milk ice cream bars today and really liked it. If the king of vanilla ice cream approved of my coconut milk ice cream, then it must be good! He's kind of a purist when it comes to desserts.
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