Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2015-09-07 23:18:47 (UTC)

Catching up!

Yeah, I havent written in almost two months, thats the longest I have ever been absent from here and the reason is that I just havent been in the mood to write in here as often as I used to do, even though I reckon I should because having an online diary is awesome. I sometimes read my three year old entries and the feeling I get is amazing, I often end up remembering things I had long ago forgotten and thanks to this diary I can have the memories again.

I started this diary when I was still living in Rio Grande do Sul which is in south of Brazil in case you don't know (and since most of people who write and read in this online diary thing aren't Brazilians I highly doubt you know about my state here in Brazil). Well, I have graduated from highschool 2 years ago and Im currently living in Araras, in the state of São Paulo, I now live with my mother, stepfather and little sister. I have lived here for a little bit over 1 and a half year. I work and study, Im not in college, I have been taking a technic computer course.

I still haven't decided what college course I should take and Im getting older and I'm so scared. I feel like this still isn't the place I belong, I have always felt like that though. I sometimes want to move away and start from scratch (again) but in order to do that I'd need to have already gone through all the college phase so that I could get a good job and carry on with my life without relying on my family and stuff.

I don't like my current job and I can't wait to quit it, for instance, I have to wake up tomorrow morning and go to work and just thinking of that makes me feel bad.

Well, I miss my family in south and I cant wait for december because thats when I'll get some days off from work and I might go down to south in order to spend the holidays with my family who lives there. I really can't wait, well I only have to wait 90 more days and Im sure thats a short period of time because I feel like time has been flying.

I promise I'll try to write in here more often. A lot of things have happaned in my life lately and I might write about that later. Guess Im still not in the mood to give detail about that.

Well, see you.

Marlon, Somewhere in Brazil.




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