Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2015-09-06 06:44:32 (UTC)

But I Want More

I'm getting sleepy, so that's a sure sign I need to get writing before I'm too tired! I'm impressed with my commitment to writing. Since I started back up in March I've only missed one day, and that was because I'd had my endoscopy and was still under anesthesia when I got home. Writing has become very much a necessary part of my day. Even when I don't have much to write about (like tonight. Lots of mundane stuff).

I woke up this morning on my own, no alarm. I'd set it, but somehow didn't save the changes, so it didn't go off like I needed it to. But even with that, I still woke up feeling good, and made it to work on time. Just no coffee. Oh well, at least I was on time.

I debated with myself this morning while getting ready for work about weighing myself. I wanted to, because I was curious to see how much weight I've lost. But then again, I didn't want to because I know it's something that I can easily become obsessed with. And it was basically that. I weighted myself, saw that I've lost 16 pounds since going vegan (and the last doctors appointment I got weighed at), but at the same time I feel like it should be more. Even though I've done literally nothing to lose the weight (other than just eating vegan). 16 pounds is nothing to shake a stick at, but I want more. I hate it when I do this to myself. I'm still very much interested in starting hot yoga. I know that will make a huge difference. I don't know why I'm procrastinating about it, I'm sure I'll love it.

I got really frustrated at work today. I hate working on days when there's associates coming out of the woodwork. Instead of helping customers, I basically become the fitting room bitch, doing everyone's go backs while they help customers. And I kept getting weird people. They're the worst to deal with. Needless to say, I was very happy to be off work at 6pm today. I needed out! I helped a customer with a 5 bra purchase right as it was time to get off. I better have gotten credit for that sale, or heads will roll!

All of a sudden it's getting tough to keep my eyes open. I should go to bed. For reals.




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