Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Relief
Tonight would be another one of those nights I wish I hadn't waited until after midnight to start writing. I'm tired and not feeling exceptionally introspective. I doesn't help that I don't have much to write about, anyhow.
I started off my morning by eating 3 little cupcakes (I made gluten free/vegan cupcakes with my son last night). Usually, I have a big fruit smoothie with chia seeds, ancient grains, chlorella, etc. Lots of nutrients first thing in the morning. I feel like it sets me up for success. Even if maybe that's all in my head. Cupcakes are a poor nutritional alternative to my glorious morning smoothie. And yet, that was the choice I made. I tried to offset the damage by having a cold pressed green juice and light salad for lunch (just wild greens, tomatoes, black beans, and sesame ginger dressing). But then I turned around and had curly fries (and nothing else) for dinner. I blame my period for my less than stellar food choices. I just ate 3 bananas. Tomorrow is a new day. Hopefully one that finds me willing to make better dietary choices. The funny thing is, even when I'm not feeling much like eating healthy, I have no desire to stray from veganism. Much like I never have the desire to eat gluten. It just isn't an option. Too bad I'm really talented at finding and making vegan junk!
Normally work today would have been very aggravating (too many associates, not enough customers), but I didn't let it get to me. This pleases me. I can only do my best, nothing more. There's no sense in letting anything else weigh so heavily on my mind and heart. Every day I'm more and more impressed with the spiritual and mental growth I'm experiencing. Finally, some relief from the torturous mental prison I've lived in for so long!
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