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2015-06-27 13:12:08 (UTC)

Like a true Mexican, I'm cleaning..

Like a true Mexican, I'm cleaning houses. Yup Ana once again helped me. My first job was with her but at a newspaper factory, in front of where izzy worked. Well cleaning houses is tough too. I should start cleaning my own damn toilets unlike lazy rich people who don't want to get their hands dirty. Don't get me wrong, the job is teaching me a valuable lesson. Teaching me how to clean, and how not to live after high school as a maid.

I look white, but I'm Mexican. Never did I want to clean others houses. But honestly, I'm getting paid to do it. Yesterday was my first day, trust me I can't clean "right" I find it very true what my mom says.
"Don't touch things you can't payback" as in "don't break anything"
As long that is on my mind. I'm fine. I'm good. I tried my best cleaning. The right way to clean is to start from the entrance and ending at the entrance. Yeah well if Ana ever texts back. Then. Yeah it's already late. Very late. I Dhofar start cleaning my own house. We even have roaches in here! It's gross I don't like eating anything from here. . I should start cleaning the rest room. Then my mommas room. Start from left to right. Cleaning everything. Sweep, vacuum, even do the bed.
Cleaning isn't that bad, it's actually good workout.
And good for people. Well the family, usually the families we clean houses for are whites. Not one Hispanic. An I being racist? Idk

Congratulations on the gay marriage probably every one is annoyed my the whole happiness "live wins " it's a blessing. Except for my friends mom who is totally against it. Idk it's very sad. Idk she thinks its sad when I tell her I'm ok with it, and it's no hug deal. But yesterday she wanted to throw me the bible. And to read it. Lol I'm ok, my parents are ok with gaga, my sister best friend is gay, I even congratulated him.

Well I guess that means no work for me. I woke up 7:15 I texted her she never replied, she said 7:30 we'd leave but, nope nothing. I'm ok, makes me want to work so I can save up. And my last paycheck from sonic cam in yesterday. $256 .
One question is it just me that finds the questions "how much do you make?" How many hours you work??? Bother anybody? It bothers me, I think that person wants something out of me, or just wants to compare there money to mine, or makes slight rude remarks. I'm asking this because I told Antonio it was rude. I don't like it. I never ask him how much he makes. Unless he looking for a job then yeah. I believe "how much you get paid" Is offensive. I know he didn't mean it in a rude way. I thought it was very rude, he was just curious. Idk, I feel very unprotected. I saw this this I'm Facebook , shut up! I know but wait let me explain, it said " if you hold a men's hand and you feel excitement and joy, run away from that man he isn't for you, but if you hold a mans hand that makes you feel warm and secure, to keep him, he's the guy you should marry.

Isk this is to much. I over think everything. When Antonio said to meet him up at the yogurt place idk when but I don't want him to look at my zits, and my rolls. I feel embarrassed. I have a zit scab between my eyebrows and a zit scan on my upper lip and a new zit scab on my chin. I even gained some whoever last time I saw him. I feel very ugly. Scared he might say something like that, point out things, my flaws. Or might think I'm childish, and everything goes wrong like he talks about other girls, sports, other things I won't get. Like the apple ICloud transporting the info into a new phone. He's so adorable when talks about the phone and new electronics he'd such s geek. Like come on we meet at a UIL writing competition. Amazing. Very amazing. Weird usually the chances of meeting someone in person is very rare, that's what he is. Weird, rare. He even doesn't have a fb or twitter! I know is he physco but most importantly he won't have me stalking him every 5 mins like I did with Andres. Honestly it's weird him not having a Facebook. I feel bad putting him on blast about the whole pay check thing. Very bad. I miss his hugs. And next time I hope his kisses since he said I owe him the two kisses on the cheek. He's so sweet. Cuteness, is dorky. I dork means " dick" idk but stupid question does dorky mean"dickey" since it has the "y" last.

Stupid questions

Geek freak :p




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