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My Life Thus Far
2015-06-24 03:53:54 (UTC)

I'm 33

Today's my birthday. I'm 33. Honestly, I don't really care about my birthday. It's been years since I've felt the desire to celebrate it. I'm kind of stuck between two thought processes when it comes to this day: I'm getting older, and who wants to celebrate that? And, I'm an adult, I've been an adult for a long time, what's there to celebrate? I keep thinking that maybe someday I'll try to make it special. I deserve to have a "special day". I just haven't gotten around to it yet.

I feel slightly off today. It's only 9pm and I'm totally exhausted. I could go to sleep right now. And since I have to get up early tomorrow, I just might. I think it's just because I got up early this morning. I really hope I sleep well tonight. Two long days in a row will be pretty sucky.

So, I never got my interview. Sara came up to me today and told me that my interview was being "fast-tracked", but I don't know what that means. I didn't want to ask, so I remain in the dark. Snookums says he thinks it means I'm going to get the job without an interview. Sara and Laura talked about it and came to an agreement (I didn't interview with our DM for my last supervisor position). I'm not even going to let myself come to that conclusion. I just think she was too busy to do it today. Our regional manager is coming tomorrow, bright and early.

Snookums just brought me a piece of cake :) He bought me a present, too. Even though I told him not to. An essential oil mister. So, I'm going to eat my gluten free vegan birthday cake and mist some lavender oil... probably get high. I've been doing that less lately, but tonight seems as good as any night to fall asleep early...




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