Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2015-06-15 07:10:14 (UTC)

Letting It Be Known

Man, I'm feeling crazy-tired. More worn out that usual. Hopefully it's nothing, I don't need to be getting sick... or heaven forbid, anemic again. I just can't go through more infusions. I can't! I'm supposed to see my hematologist later this month, but I can't for the life of me remember when that is. Maybe I should call and figure that out, so I can make sure I have the time off. I'm really curious to see what my numbers are. I've been vegan the entire time since my last series of blood work. I need to know if I'm doing a good enough job getting all the nutrients I need. I know it's entirely possible. I just need confirmation.

I was hating work in silence, but now I'm letting it be known by all how disgruntled I am. Seems like I go through periods where I absolutely HATE everything about work. Then something changes and I learn to deal. For a little while. Well, I'm definitely not dealing in silence right now. I'm done trying to excel. I'm doing my job, and it really doesn't matter how hard I try, I'm just not successful. Not to the level that the company expects. Not like I used to be in the old store. Nothing I was told about moving to the new store has been accurate. Not a single thing. I'm so ready to move on. Not so much because I have everything about my job. That's not the case. I'm just very ready for something new. Something more conducive to where I am in my life right now. I need to start looking...

Tomorrow is going to be a busy day. It's Keenan's birthday and Kiki's class party, so I need to go get cupcakes and Keenan's birthday cake. We got all of his birthday shopping done today, so thankfully that isn't getting crammed into the day. Keeny also wants to go rock hunting. I'm looking forward to that. Any time in nature is always welcomed, though I'm not sure yet where we're going to go. We shall see.




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