Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2015-06-14 22:20:39 (UTC)

Nicole was a bitch to me.

Last night was such an awkward and I think I can say bad, very bad night for me.

It was 9 pm when Rubens asked us in the whatsapp group we're in if we wanted to hang out at the lake and at first I wasnt willing to go there but I ended up doing so. I knew that I might meet Nicole there since she's become close friends with my friends but I wasnt expecting to see what I saw.

It was like 9:30 pm when I got there and as soon as I was walking and staring at the benches looking for them they noticed me and waved to make their presence visible. Everyone was already there (except for Rubens) and Nicole was also there, sitting on Rodrigo's lap. Everyone went silence as I approached and I think I even felt kind of dizzy and I could tell by Nicole's face expression that she felt bad too. Everybody felt uncomfortable because of the situation, 2 weeks ago she was sitting on my lap and now she was sitting on his lap.
I greeted everyone though, including Rodrigo and Nicole and pretended they weren't there the whole time, seriously, I couldn't even take a look at her face.

Since we broke up last week I thought I had no the right to argue or something and I really didnd't.

It turns out that we all drank and after Rubens got there I just hung out with him and we went to talk to another group. I smoked and drank a lot.

Which drives me crazy is that a few weeks ago Rodrigo was dating and he cheated on his girlfriend at the lake and Nicole was the first to condemn his act and then I discovered that last Saturday she made out with him but last saturday we were still dating so she cheated on me, she did the same thing that she condemned. I can't believe I trusted in her. I couldn't hang out with them that Satuday night cause I was at home studying so I trusted in her and let her go out with them and then she cheats on me, wtf. I dont deserve that, do I?

Today morning I messaged her on facebook and we argued for some time. Now it's official, it's over, it's really over. I hope I have learnt from this experience.


Well, it's getting too late and tomorrow morning I have to wake up really early so good night.


Marlon, cheated on, Somewhere in Brazil.





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