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2015-04-09 13:27:59 (UTC)

I am ready, I am fine.

The more I think about my life and where I'm currently at, the more I don't want to continue.

I stopped taking my meds. It wasn't intentional, I just found it impossible to see my GP or even ring my GP when I'm always stoned.

I feel so alone, so pointless. I think I'm going to break down soon, probably at work like last time.

I ended up trying to sleep today just after 10. It's now 2pm and I've still not slept. I'm really tempted to just not sleep. I know I'll be massively shit at work if I don't, but I'm kind of past caring.

Think I'm done.

Picture me drowning, pretending I'm happy.

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