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2015-02-15 05:12:07 (UTC)

I really don't care right now. As long as she's happy

Leaving. This valentines. Never in my life have I seen dad cry. Especially coming to me. Hugging me. So tightly. I broke to pieces when he cried. My parents been through hell in this pot hole. I would screw everything and leave this town leave all my friends so my mom can breath better.

I can leave in a heart beat! Just to see my mom happy, healthy.

She sloped in the tub. She's a diabetic. That means her feet and legs mostly her whole body gets swollen! It's crazy. She fried like a baby in the tub. Naya and I were scared. Calling Ana. The worst. Almost. Like she was screaming at mom for falling and Making Naya and me victims. Mom sloped it wasn't her fault.

She cried, so much I cried with her as j's he sat on the tub naked. She woke up depressed. So depressed. Like I had to literally wash her. I didn't mind. I can't imagine what she's going through. Not being able to even get up. It had to take both of us, Naya and I, to lift her up from the tub. We was swollen .

She still is. I want her to quit her job.

It felt horrible. Her feeling useless. She's not shes the only one that keeps me going. Nay making me buy candy often because I don't want to suffer like mom.

Mom said she wants to leave. She wants to leave and rob ably get a new shower. Not a tub.

I hate hospitals. I hate them so much. I hate seeing my mom laying there in pain. My stomach flip flops when I step in one. I get a nausea when I step in one. There a scary place.

mom wants to move as soon as possible. Leaving , going to a different high school. I don't kind I don't have many friends her anyways. But gabby . That's it.

I don't care as long my moms healthy. Or feels better,
I won't mind switching schools, besides my school doesn't even offer good sponsorships. Besides I might be stupid in other academic schools. I don't know. And I don't care. I really don't care.

My goal is to graduate. And I don't care from what hi school as long as I get a stupid diploma and go to college. I honestly don't care.

Dad said he's agreeing to move. To find a bigger or better place. Like here gramma lives .I dont mind I actually feel like they'll teach me better over there. Might be tougher but ill learn since teachers here are completely lenient.

Gabbys blowing up my snap chat. She's kinda pissed. Idk I told her it wasn't official. I wont mind just leaving. In plan dust. Like never coming back here.

I really dot mind. I know my credits would fuck up but I really won't mind it's just high school. It's lame, I'm just one more year till I leave this damn pot shit.

I never really called it home.

I would actually like to move more up north than more south.

It's better up.

Dad said he's going to do it. He cried. He hugged me. My dad isn't a cryer. It broke my heart when he cried.

Besides. Something new, I might just go job hunting tommarow with Naya and her boyfriend jack.

Geek freak...

I might just be changing my name.. AGIAN ..




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