Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2015-02-06 00:05:11 (UTC)

FRIDAY NIGHT, FEBRUARY.

It was rainy, it was windy, it was kind of cold but there I was, walking under the soft rain pouring on my leather jackets (I was glad I finally had the chance to wear them). I like it how Rubens and Fernando are nice to me, I feel like they are the guys I've got the closest with. And I need friends, but if feels like they will never be like my best friends neither will I be theirs!!! They already know so many people and have so many friends and best friends! There's no place for me, that's how it feels. But Im glad I'm just their friend anyway, being friend is already a good thing.

I didnt drink much cause tomorrow I have to work. Paola brought one of her friends, Robson, he's cool. We talked, we drank some beer while listening to the band, in the corner of the bar, playing red hot chilly pepper, ACDC and other rock bands!!!

I actually dont think I should worry about this best friend thing, it's so silly. No one cares about that anymore, that's so childish. But I'm too dependent on people. I wish I had someone ALWAYS asking me where I am, what I'm about to do and stuff like that. I need a girl friend as well, yeah I need one!

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT??? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME I HAVE FRIENDS AND THAT I'M GONNA MAKE BEST FRIENDS SOON? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME I'LL FIND A GIRL FRIEND, A COOL ONE? I need someone to tell me stuff like that.

Marlon, somewhere rainy in Brazil.




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