Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2014-12-20 01:44:16 (UTC)

Vacations, Rain, Loneliness

It's december 20th, 1 pm. I'm lying in bed, awake, thinking about life and getting ready for some sleep (I really need some). It just rained a little bit a few minutes ago, we need much more rain though. I are about to run out of water soon if it doesn't rain enough!!! I'm kind of scared.

I can't wait to be in Rio Grande do Sul, I can't wait to be with my family in south, I can't wait to go visit them! I have already bought the ticket, I'm leaving on Tuesday, at 8 pm, in São Paulo. I'll be travelling on my own, that's kind of exciting but scary at the same time. Im not used to travelling on my own.

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Well, I wasn't selected to work for the multinational I had applied for, but thats ok. They didnt call me to give me the answer actually so I'll take that for a ''no''.
My job still sucks, I mean, I've got used to it but it's tiring and repetitive thats it. At least I'm making some good money. It feels good to have ur own money.

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Tonight I talked to Renan, a boy from trindande do sul, it's a town close to the one I used to live in when I lived i south. He's cool, we like the same stuff and we created a facebook page last year but we hadn't updated anything in months so I asked him to update it and I've posted some texts and ''phrased images''. It's a page about depression, it's named ''Depr3ssed''.

I have felt kind of lonely lately. It feels like I'm doomed to never have real friends and good times, I dont know. I dont want to start complaining about my life cause I have a lot of things to be greateful for but yeah I've felt alone. Maybe that's something I'll have to learn how to live with because I feel like it's something that is never going to go away.

Well, I must get some rest. Im tired.

Marlon, Somewhere lonely in Brazil.




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