Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2014-12-15 00:44:16 (UTC)

Procastination - Loneliness - I have no time

It's past midnight and it's offcially Monday! I didnt do anything yesterday (it seems weird to say yesterday cause it's like it's still Sunday). I woke up around 10 am and had some milk for breakfast and then I surfed on the internet until my mother said Lunch was ready! After having lunch I came back to my bedroom and surfed on the internet the whole afternoon, seriously, it's incredible how good I am at procrastinating I spend hours doing nothing, doing things that won't add me anything I feel like I need to use my free time to learn, read, watch something interesting.
There are so many things I wish I had time for though. The problem is I dont have time to do everything I want to so when I have some free time I just waste it trying to decide which of all those things I want to do... and when I start doing one of them I will eventually forget it and start doing another one. AAAAAH THAT DRIVES ME CRAZY.
I wish I had time to read some books I've downloaded. I wish I had time to practice astral projection, I wish I had time to watch some good movies, I wish I had time to study German, I wish I had time to study Esperanto, I wish I had time to make youtube videos for my youtube channel in portuguese, I wish I had time to make youtube videos for my youtube channel about language learning, I wish I had time to make youtube videos for my youtube channel about Esperanto, I wish I had time to skype some people I've been willing to skype, I wish I had time to hang out.... See, there's a lot of stuff I wish I had time for, I know, most of them are silly things but I still wish I had time for them.

Speaking of hanging out.... I'm frustrated, I was really expecting to hang out with someone this weekend and have a real good time, maybe we would have drunk or something but no, I didn't do anything, seriously! All of my classmates seemed busy enough not to hang out and the guys from the rock group in which I kind of became a part of didnt gon out either (at least not that I know or not that I was invited to go out with them). Actually this morning I texted Fernando, one of the guys from this rock group, on whatsapp and he said they're planning on making a party or something and I'm invited to it! That's cool.


In the evening I went to the ice cream palor next to the lake and after having some ice cream I walked around the lake for some minutes while listened to music, that was nice. I like doing that.

Then, I came home and called up my family in Rio Grande do Sul and talked to my grandmother and aunt for about 20 minutes, it was pretty nice to hear from them! I miss them a lot. They said they're fine. I told them Im supposed to be there for Chritsmas! I can't wait!

As you see, my weekend was kind of lonely but that's ok. More exciting days are to come!!!!!!!!


One year ago today I was graduating from high school! I CAN'T BELIEVE ONE YEAR HAS GONE BY!


Well, that's pretty much what I had to say. I hadn't write as much as I did tonight in a long time! I wish I had time to write here more often.


Marlon, Somewhere busy in Brazil.





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