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2014-11-21 17:31:46 (UTC)


I hope shes the perfect child, i hope you never fight with her, i hope shes so perfect.
I hope she's nothing like me, just another screw up.
I hope she's what you were.
I hope don't disappoint you any more than i have to.
I hope someday i just vanish.
I wish it weren't cold.
I wish you understood.
I wish you'd make an effort.
I wish i could fly away.
I want to stop hurting you.
I want to stop feeling this way.
I want to be what you want me to be, but i can't.
I want to know what to say.
I'm tired of feeling guilty.
I'm tired of feeling sad.
I'm tired of feeling like i'm nothing.
I'm tired of pretending everythings ok.

Just go away! But i can't escape me, can't run away...
Might as well be killing myself from the inside out... Anxiety.

(if that exists here)