shyla

Life in Words
2014-09-22 00:00:00 (UTC)

Fuck My Life

I'm so stressed beyond belief. So the last two weeks were hell. My grandma quit dialysis last Monday. She died last Saturday morning. My boyfriend wasn't even there for me the whole week she was off dialysis. And my fucking boyfriend broke up with me the day before she died. So great. But that's not the end of it. We got back together. And the day after we got back together I found out he cheated on me before we broke up the first time. With some girl that said Dakota was her 'big brother' yeah bullshit. People don't fuck their big brothers. But he was drunk as fuck. And he never even told me. I found out about it myself. From the girls boyfriend. Trust me i was so hurt. But i don't wanna lose him. And he said he regretted it so much and that's why he didn't tell me himself. Which i understand cuz Dakota is like that. So we are together and happy now. If he ever does shit like that to me again though we are so done. So i had a shitty last couple weeks and i thought everything was gonna get better. Nope, today i got kicked out of my house. Because my mom is a raging cunt. So that's my life. I just really wanted to write my feelings cuz i cant tell anyone everything without them judging me. I haven't told a soul that Dakota cheated on me. And its eating me up from the inside.




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