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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2014-08-11 04:31:13 (UTC)

Since Tuesday :)

Since our meeting,chatte and i are on freetime :)
On Tuesday night,we spoke on YM for over 2 hours :) It was great sister time,and we didn't want the day to end...plus Master was going away the following day,and we were dreading it.
we talked about allsorts,before i finally left her with Waxster on YM...they added each other Tuesday night :)
Earlier,i had found out that Master had gone back to the hotel to stay over before travelling on His business.
i wrote a poem for Him,as i sat remembering how i felt at Him leaving.
This is the poem...


As You Leave...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i watch You go,longing to go with You
i wait patiently for Your return.
You kiss me quick,it's far less painful
You leave me breathless,in Your wake.

The numbness fades,i know it won't last
i know the pain will come back soon.
Of needing You here,of being with You
Of feeling loved,from only You.

And all too harsh,the daylight lingers
But then the night-time is longer still
But You'll be back soon,i will be with You
And so i love You,as You leave...

by softfucktoy...for her Master *kiss*

i sent it at 12.28am on Wednesday morning,before i went to bed,just to give Him something to wake up to in the morning,to say goodbye to Him again,in my own way.
At 12.46am,He replied with...

*kisssssssssss*

That was the last i heard from Him...


i slept so well on Tuesday.Hubby had gone to bed earlier,and when i went up,he was in the spare bed.i was thankful.i pulled the pillow down next to me lengthways,and hugged it,a sudden thought struck me...i felt closer to my Master both physically and in spirit than i ever had till that night :)
i was closer to Him physically than even His wife that night,and it was heaven mixed with hell.i so wanted to go up and surprise Him!LOL
But instead,i fell asleep with the strongest contentment in my poly family yet :)

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Wednesday saw me happy but checking emails every few minutes for a sign of Master.Nothing.i sent Him a few,wishing Him a safe journey and asking if He could let us know when He arrived at His destination.All day i checked my emails...nothing came from Him :(
i worried a bit,but remembered Him saying that internet might be a bit hit and miss up there,so i checked myself,and got on with the day and night.i sent pics of my lovely mark to Him on Tuesday night,but forgot Wednesday :(

Went to bed feeling slightly down,as my diary still hadn't re-appeared :( but apart from that,all was well with me :)




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