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2014-08-10 11:47:40 (UTC)

Here again

i'm here again,on my private diary.my public diary has been deleted :((

i don't know how it happened...i certainly didn't delete it,and i know Master hasn't.So that leaves a site malfunction(as Master says),but i very much doubt!,or the site admin thinking my diary is too dirty(as Master says),and again,i very much doubt!,as ive seen much worse than mine!Or someone has managed to obtain my Master's *old* email addy,and *my* password,and go on it,go to the account section,and *deliberately* delete it :(

Why anyone would do that,i will never know!How nasty can someone be?
Anyway,Master says He will write to site admin to see if they can restore it(He did that before for this diary when i deleted it),but that might take a while :( He goes away tomorrow,and today He is seeing chatte.So it looks like i'm stuck here on my private diary for a while :((

If they can't restore it for any reason,Master says He has saved it up till May this year,which is a huge relief to me,for sure!At least it won't be the full 15 months of our memories gone,only 2.5 (although that's a huge chunk to me! :(( )

Needless to say,i was really upset last night,and i didn't sleep :(
Master has said i can ring at any time after 9am and up till 2pm for Him to come and fetch me,if i can get away at all,but its not looking good really :((
i didn't really want to see them both together again,because of what might be in store for chatte and i,but i do now,more than anything :((

Master is going away after today,and when He comes back,He's back for just 2 days before going away again till the end of August! :((
Then He's away for the next October holidays for 2 weeks...so i won't have any *hotel time* with Him till next bloody year if i don't see Him today :((
i've asked about when He gets back from end of August till i go back to work,but He hasn't replied on that,so i guess its out :(

i didn't have enough cuddles when i saw Him on holiday,and i am so desperate to
feel His arms around me right now! :((

i love You Master...Your totally devoted slave...sft *kiss*




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