rainy

My heart in a knot
2014-07-27 19:40:01 (UTC)

Hum...

I really have to start writing about things when I feel the mood for the topic. I was going to come and write about "bullying" but now I really don't feel like it.


I had a bad day at work today. One of the guys in another part of work irritated me, I even left work early because of it. It's sad that he is that way, he is grown with kids he really needs to not act like that, but that's people for you.

I have a majority of my assignments done for my classes and this coming week is my last week!!!! I'm so happy! I will have 3 test to do and a few other small assignments and then I'm done. I feel such a relief too. I have A's as well which is really great. After this week is over I will have 17 days to myself until the next semester starts, I'm so grateful for those 17 days. These days I will consider my "summer break". I want to do something to express myself... I have been having a lot of negative feelings and worries this entire month and it took a toll on my body as well, mostly in my abdominal area and cardiovascular system. It feels like my blood pressure is back to a normal rate but I don't know because I haven't had it checked. Next month I'm going to eat very "clean" and try not to eat too many processed foods.

I'm thankful for all the information that I learned in my health classes this semester. I imagine if I had this information before I had attempted to become a vegetarian a few years ago then I'd be in much better shape now. I feel more equipped and whole... like I will be able to make better decisions now. I don't think I will start counting calories daily but I want to try it at least once to get an idea how many calories I get per day, I never seem to loose or gain weight abnormally so I assume I get either the right amount or I'm getting too little. They have a calculator that gives you an idea range of how many calories you need per day based on a few questions at "www.calorieking.com" I found that tool useful.

Tomorrow I'm getting up early to go get a parking pass for campus, I hope nothing goes wrong like it did the first time.


Our A/C is off right now because it broke, it was using a lot of energy too which I'm sure is going to show up in the bill. My dad said he'd get his friend to come look at it... but I don't know why he always gets some "friend" instead of a professional... in my opinion the house needs a whole new system, I'm sure the fact that the system is so old is the reason why it uses so much energy.

It's pretty hot right now.. but the coming week calls for slightly cooler weather, plus we are heading into fall so it will not be this bad for long.


I want to do something nice for someone.. but I don't know what to do. I also want it to be selfless, but I lack creativity. I guess the best way to get over lack of creativity is to just create something and continue creating until I develop into it.

It's just so hot right now I'm going to have to stop writing, I should jump in the shower...




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