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2014-07-21 12:52:11 (UTC)

to early to think.to early for a head ach.

Color guard camp today... Nervousness. Should I be in it? Yeah.. Fuck what people say about me. Have no time for their bullshit.

I found out the truth about my parents. I was wrong all along. I put myself down. I don't believe what others say. I feel like I'm by brave. I feel I brag too much.

I hate my friend Anna telling to clean around. The yard.. Shut up and clean your own. Why worry about mine?? Worry about your own shit.. I nee to stop this.. I hate this about me.

I hold things in way to long. My comebacks ae sucky. So I don't say anything back. People are ass holes and I have no time for nonsense they don't mean. I become the biggest asshole in history if they piss me off though.

I hold grudges... That's not good. I hate not sticking up for myself. Maybe I'm shocked that someone can tell at me or say something mean.
How do I speak up to myself?? Let the anger out? Without it distorting me? Mentally??

I'm a 16. I shouldn't be feeling this way. My head hurts.. I think I hit it too hard when I was with Anna going to work.. They don't pay me enough. I worked 6 hours for one table I was hoping for at least 50 dollors.. Nope not even close.... I got 35 -.- what the fuck?

Anyways... I'm nervous.. I need to stop people bullshiting me all the time. I need to stop brining my self down. People are either jelouse of me or hate me on what i did to them in the past. Knowing people now a days hold grudges about their 1st grade beat down. Haha

Well, my head hurts. I jogged 5 miles yesterday. My legs are numb . I woke up early though^_^ anyways. If I keep this up ill be losing wait in no time. I weigh 170 I ran or jogged what ever how many pounds would I lose.?

Well see y'all later.. It's too early.. Lol and I wrote all of this at 7:00 in the morning.. It's 7:50 mostly an hour. To write this down. Thought hurt.. I need to get that checked lol.

Well write later.
~TheNerdyOne<------/ need to change my name




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