LustingforNightmares
tumbleweed
Conversations With Myself, Part Two
"Trojans" by Atlas Genius
Sooo you know how I cut? Well, yeah. I did that. Cut, I mean.
The problem is, while having to wait so long to write this entry, what I was supposed to talk about kinda got stamped so now I have no idea what to say.
I should go do my homework.
I should do more art.
I should be more.
(Hey man, we're workin' on it)
I know, it's just that sometimes I doubt we'll ever make it.
(Why?)
Because I know myself. I know that like someone with ADD (my sistah), I can never finish what i started and I'm interested in too much. All my friends already know what they want to be. I want to be more than one thing. I want to be a doctor, a historian, a youtuber, I dunno.
(Little things, man. Don't put TOO much pressure on yourself. I know us, too. That will kill it.)
Yeah but sometimes that lack of pressure makes it so I never improve my artwork. My writing. I never get past the blocks.
(You will. I promise. These aren't empty words.)
I don't know...
(You're feeling better, now, eh? Use this. Use it to do your best)
I want to keep documenting!
(Well do it as often as you can, but do the other stuff too)
Okay I'm losing touch. I gotta go. Bye.
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