Marlon Brazilian

Somewhere in Brazil
2014-04-27 15:31:52 (UTC)

It's Sunday and here I am.

It was a very tiring week... It feels like Im getting used to working for BESTMOLD, I'm getting used to this life you know. I'm getting used to waking up at 7 am, to taking the very same bus every morning, to talking to my workmate William during our way to our work (he takes the same bus), I'm used to talking about religion, languages and eveyrthing with him. I'm used to getting out of work at 5:30 pm, watching the sun set while I wait, alone, for the bus, Im used to seeing that red haired (kind of) girl in the bus, it reminds me I have to find a way to get to her her, she's so gorgeous and looks interesting... I'm used to getting home at 6:43 pm... to sum it up I AM GETTING USED TO THIS DAILY ROUTINE.

It's gotten a little bit colder here lately and thats good cause I just love cold weather and everything related to winter.

My stepfather was at home this weekend (he just left a few minutes ago), we seem to be an averange family together, we have meals together, we talk about different topics (mostly about his job as a truck driver) and that's all about it.

I feel kind of weird cause deep inside this life I am having makes me feel like it was not meant to me, I feel likethis life I am having lately doesn't belong to me (does that make sense?) Well, that's all. I dont think I'm good at describing my feeling and that's a pity because I feel so much and can't put it in words, I wish I could so that everyone could understand how I feel.

I woke up late this Sunday, it was 11:30 am and I had lunch with my mother, little sister and stepfather and after that I turned on my laptop and have been surfing the web so far.
It's cloudy outside and eveyrthing is silent and quiet while I'm in my bedroom. My little sister is playing outside with 2 friends.

I am thinking of going out right now, I am thinking of taking some money with me and go to some bar and drink beer and maybe even buy cigarettes, if I did this I would feel good, I know I would becuse now I'm 18 and I cand o things I couldn't do a few months back, I would feel independent and adult if I did that, seriously, I think that's what I'm gonna do. After all I'm 18 now, I'm living in a different city, I'm working, I have my own money and can buy anything I want :) Well, being 18 isn't that bad :)

Marlon, Somewhere cloudy in Brazil.




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