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2014-03-12 10:16:05 (UTC)

Wednesday 10.15am

Been running...been on a 3 mile walk with the dog...done housework...emailed pi...anything to keep me busy.i'm thinking about Him all the time.What He'll be doing,where He is...i've emailed Him 7 times now,with no reply :(
i feel like i'm going crazy and it's only been 2 days!i'm so used to regular contact,this is really bad for me :(
Then i think about pi and his Madam.he doesn't have regular contact with Her,and he copes amazingly well.Then there are other friends who don't see their Masters for ages,and have irregular contact.i'm just too needy!i can't help it.It's only because it's what i've been used to...i think.

Thank God i'm at work!At least i cant think too much then.
i don't feel down,just wondering whats going off.It's driving me mad not hearing from Him!
i'm thinking,He managed to contact me Sunday night to arrange Monday by connecting to a neighbours wifi for a bit.He said if He didn't have His phone for Monday,which He'd misplaced,He would use His Wifes ipad and we could email.So why hasn't He used it now to contact me?And why can't He use His phone to email me now? :(

Overthinking,and i'm feeling panicky :(




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