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2014-03-03 05:16:50 (UTC)

We get so high sometimes.

Everything's changing and I'm not quite sure it's a good thing. Tuesday at work, the majority of people I give a shit about will no longer be there and instead they'll be on days.

I was out with a lot of people from work on Saturday, we had a good night out. It still hasn't made anything easier, I think it's made things worse.

I spent the day stoned in bed, it seems to be my thing now. I have time away from work and I spend it alone, either drunk or stoned. I feel so alone right now and I feel like it gets worse every week.

I kinda want to ring you and cry down the phone to you, but really, what fucking good will that do? My life is in such a fucking weird place right now and I really don't know what it is I'm doing anymore.

I miss our cat.

The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

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