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2013-12-05 06:59:52 (UTC)

Friday 29th...all change...5

i felt confused...my Master seemed to have changed somehow.
i had been disobedient lately,and i knew i was to be punished,but the punishment was easy compared to how i was feeling right then.
He felt distant from me,even as we lay together afterwards...i felt scared...i realised i'd do anything to please Him,and its that,that scared me.i want Him to always be proud of me,to always be His "good girl".But my mouth constantly gets me in trouble!

i cleaned His cock for Him again,enjoying the taste of Him and me together :)
He began fingering me again.i really don't know how He gets so much out of it,when its rare He cums!Thats *His* choice,btw...definitely not mine!
i was knelt on the car seat,sucking His lovely cock,as He fucked me with His fingers,again,a finger hovering around my most private entrance!
God,i wanted Him to cum so much!But it was me who begged to cum for Him again!i could hardly bear to take my mouth off Him long enough to say His name!

i sometimes get so frustrated when He doesn't cum.It really irritates me!
i feel like its me taking everything,and Him giving it all.i'm not complaining...i'd just love Him to cum every time...just once!

On the drive back,again He felt distant.We didn't talk much at all.We're usually talking all the way back,about what's happened,about meeting again...but nothing :( And He didn't touch me...at all :( Usually He'll hold my hand,sometimes kiss it,sometimes suck and nibble on my fingers :) ....none of that :(
Except to say..."New rule...in future,as soon as you get in the car,I want you to undress straight away,without being told".

He dropped me off near work.i asked Him if He was ok and He said yes.i went to work feeling a bit sad and teary :(
i mailed Him later,asking if He was ok again...that i felt He seemed distant,that it seemed like He'd changed.
He said He was fine,and that He didn't think He'd changed...at least not in a negative way! WTF does *that* mean?!




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