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2013-11-01 11:07:18 (UTC)

Cans of worms

my Master says i like to open up cans of worms with my questions...

i think i really surpassed myself this time!
i didnt sleep too well last night,thinking about His replies,and this morning asked for some clarification on a couple of His answers...
Wow!...wasnt expecting the replies i got!
Lots more to think about now...and i tend to let my mind race away,imagining everything that *could* happen,long before it does,or *may* do.

Only one thing upset me about His answers really badly though..
He said if He told me to do something after He had considered it carefully,and He believed it would be in my best interests...He would expect me to be unwavering in my complience.If i was to say no...it would be the end of us :(((

i feel very upset about that.i'm not sure i could make the choice He would want of me :(
He assures me He doesnt see it happening,but made it clear where He stands,and where i stand.
i cant even write about it on here! i dont know how to!
i'm hurt that He would just turn around and say goodbye...nice knowing you...if i were to say no :(
i guess slaves are 10 a penny.... :(




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