A Ditto Who Wants to be Loved

My Whore Days
2013-09-19 21:36:58 (UTC)

What I did with Jesse

At first, my mind was blank with nothing but, "Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit!" I knew legally, it would be wrong because I'm 21 going on 22 in a couple months and Jesse barely turned 16! A piece of me wanted to do it because I knew it was wrong. But then in a flash of a second, I thought, "What he tells his buddies? What if someone walks in? What if his mom finds out? I'll never be allowed here again."
I wanted to do it so bad. I kinda wanted to show him what I knew. I wanted to knock him off his socks! I wanted to leave him with a raging boner! Kinda weird, I know. But that is what went on in my head for that split second. So I told him, "I can't do this right now. I want to but I can't." He said, "Come on, please. You're so pretty. No one will find out." His face was a couple inches away from my face and I could hear and feel him breathe. I said, "I have to go. We'll do it next time. Definitely."
Afterwards, we messaged each other on facebook about what we'd want to do with each other.
Since he's 16, he doesn't know as much. So he says. Besides kissing, if it ever went further than that, we decided, I would give him head if he sucked and played with my boobs. :)




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