Nic.

The View Of The Oddball
2013-05-20 05:07:26 (UTC)

It has been 3 years since i..

It has been 3 years since i actually took the time to write down how i feel. I used to write on here everyday and it sorta helped with all the little problems. The last time i wrote was about a month after I turned 16 and now im 19. Grown. I look back on my old posts and all they talk about is all the boys I liked. I definitely needed some new hobbies. But I also look back on the day I wrote that my bestfriend had killed himself. That still gets me till this day. I recently think about him every single day, Miss him more than i did 4 years ago.. It has been 4 years 2 months and 16 days since he passed and not one day goes by that i dont wonder what would be different if he was still here. But life takes us on journeys for reasons and maybe the reason he left is so he could be someones angel, maybe not mine, but someones. It doesnt change that i love him but i do.
Other than that alot has of course changed, now im in college and im finishing up my first year. I am currently single after getting out of a year long relationship. And im currently liking this guy Ant. But life is good and i havent updated in forever so i thought it would be a good time to see how different life is and the different path life has taken me on and how much i miss some of my past experiences.

xoxo
-Nic.




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