Hopeless

Vicariously
2013-03-07 14:59:08 (UTC)

My body is a sexual playground?

Steve and I still haven't been able to get together. His emails are so graphic, for lack of a better word. He says he can't wait to use my body as his own sexual playground. I gotta say that is kinda hot! He always tells me about what he wants to do with or to me. He tells me what he fantasizes about when he masturbates thinking about me. It is all a big turn on.

Scott called me last week. I was surprised. But am still in the same position. I have given up hope on that issue.

I saw Kevin, my firefighter friend, a couple Sundays ago. We fucked of course.

I told my boyfriend that I cheated on him. Told him only about Scott. He would freak of he knew the truth. So he is trying to be a better boyfriend. He doesn't want to lose me. But to be honest, I don't plan on stopping my playing. I get too much enjoyment out of it. He says that if I want to play I can, as long as we play together. I don't know if I want him involved.




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