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(almost) Daily Blather
2013-01-22 07:40:44 (UTC)

Been a while

It's been 11 days since my last posting.

I almost feel like I am in a confessional...and I am not even Catholic, or religious for that matter.

In the last 11 days not much has happened in my life. I seem to get up, tend to the dogs (one has diabetes), and then go to work, come home, sit around waiting for dinner and our youngest daughter to get home from work so that we can eat dinner, watch an ass load of TV that my wife has selected, and then go to bed to start it all over again.

The only change in this routine is the weekends. On the weekends I do not go to work. Instead, I go back to bed (as does the wife, but then THAT is her routine everyday while I go to work), sleep until such time as I wake up (which could be anywhere form 8am until 11am), get up and watch some TV, and then do whatever task the wife has decided I need to be doing.

It is a wonder I can sleep at all with all of this excitement in my life. (insert sarcasm)

As much as I would LOVE to place all blame on the wife, I can't. I am the one to blame for my inactivity. No one else.

The wife does play into this some because when I do try to do things it seems to disrupt how she thinks things should go.

When I talk about wishing a certain fitness center would open a location near me my wife says she wishes that too, then maybe I would stop complaining that I don't get to go to the gym. Yet when I did get a membership at our local recreation center that has a complete gym she bitches that I can only go after all of her running is done...say maybe 8 or 9pm.

She is a contradiction of everything and I thing some of my lethargy is because of not wanting to have to deal with her and her contradictions.

But to paraphrase my therapist I need to man up and deal with stuff.

It pains me when old friends see the wedding pics from my wedding and comment about how we are still so in love and blah blah blah. Little do any of them know that we seldom even touch each other, we sit across the room from each other, and just about anything I say or do annoys the living hell out of her...and her me.

I want to just tell them it ain't what it looks like ant all.




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