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2012-11-13 15:59:29 (UTC)

Here I am beside myself again.

I find it funny that after a week the three people i've had a conversation about the break up with have all said the same thing. The general thoughts are that we were destructive together and that I should even think about getting back with her. I'm sorry but wtf? How were we ever destructive? How do people even know how we act behind closed doors.

The part I find the most amusing is how one person said I should take this time to better myself, I should start moving on the second it happened and no longer think or feel that I need her. I guess there is some truth to that, and this is why I find this so funny. All the problems we had i've pretty much changed within a week of us breaking up and I really don't think it's a case of changing for a week then going back to the way things were, this is it, this is my story.

I guess being in a relationship with her just, put a stop to my life. I guess I never really saw the point in doing things (such as learning to drive) because what's the rush? I should of done that years ago but I guess I kinda hit a wall where everything came to a stop. I really can't explain it, but I guess if i'm able to turn a negative into a positive i'm golden, right?

It sounds to me you found your place and everything is great.