2012-08-21 07:31:56 ( UTC )
Hot Than Cold.
Best friend troubles again. Only this time, I don't know what to do about it. Is it weird
that writing to this virtual diary is making my venting so much better..? I am going to
start with my weight loss soon. See if I can reach my goal by the end of next year. Maybe
even mid next year. Depending on how good I am going.
But back to the whole best friend thing again. I cant even tolerate how much I am angry
right now, maybe not even at her. Just in general. But since I usually only ever talk to
her and her alone it is making all my hate and anger feel like it has built up because of
her, even if that's not true.
I know I personally might not be the best, best friend going but I have to be worth a bit
more than what I am given back by friends.
VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT VENT
VENT VENT VENT VENT.
I just don't feel like they even really care about anyone but themselves, and a big part
of friendship is the giving rather than the taking. You cant just have a 'I give all they
take all' thing going on. It's draining me. I just want something real.
Blah. It doesn't even matter.
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