2012-08-21 05:17:04 ( UTC )
First Day of High School
Well it actually went pretty good... My high school is okay I guess its one of those stuck
up snotty rich private schools. Sooo basically all the seniors are really cool and the
juniors too but the sophmores and freshmans basically the sophmores are all boring goody
two shoes and theres a lot of stuck up girls in my freshman class. My school is fuckin
HUGE i dont know how the hell im supposed to find my way around tomorrow but ill try... My
mom sent a letter to the courthouse i should be with her pretty soon :) Right now im
basically deciding one of my two plans of breaking up with my boyfriend.... Either i will
slowly talk to him less and less and then eventually tell him the truth or when i move
back with my mom ill just be like were never gonna see eacother so we should just break up
now. So basically i be honest or lie and sometimes honesty really hurts people and the
last thing i want to do is hurt him but ughh this is so stupid im freakin 14 why am i
worrying about this... Its childish its not like hes going to affect my future so why do i
even have a boyriend and why am i worrying so much? Well i guess thats what every kid my
age does... Grow up to fast. Maybe i should just be the outsider not stressing about boys
that would be so much easier. So first day of high school and first day of realizing i
dont need a boyfriend to feel happy. In fact now that i think of it i was much happier
when i didnt have one. I didnt have to worry about stuff like this. I was the big flirt of
my group. I could get any guy i wanted like that and now that i got the one i want... Well
i dont want it no more. Maybe its just the game i enjoy when i have to work to get there.
This year ill make a vow to myself i can have guy friends i flirt with but no boyfriends
its just pointless and to mch work. I want to enjoy high school not spend it worrying
about a boy i probably wont even remember his name in the future so to me it doesnt matter
anymore. Well thats it for today i didnt have much to day not a lot happened. -J.A.L
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