2012-08-01 16:40:33 ( UTC -6 )
I am royalty fuck
Ok, I know it could be worst, but still, it sucks.
It is Wednesday, I am nowhere near finish those bears. I thought by now I would get all
of the limbs, mouths and ears done and get a good chunk of the bodies done. Nope. I got
the all of the ears, and noses done. I got one set of arms and legs done for one bear.
And started on the head on two bears. But I need one more leg before I finished the
second set and I haven't even started the third set of limbs.
My boyfriend isn't in town yet, so I have time, but what if he comes back tomorrow or
Friday. Saturday I have demos all day and either a baby shower or a class on Sunday.
Right at this moment, I am printing out some information on becoming a photographer. And
again, I am fucked.
I knew getting into the business was going to be hard and I needed one hell of a business
plan. But now, I am thinking, is it really worth it?
Putting aside the camera equipment, a computer that I need to buy and at least one
business suits, if you get in and that is a big if, you get paid at the most $20 000 a
year. That is about $2000 more than what I am getting right now. With that money, I
could become a professional teacher that I wanted to be when I was young.
And by the way, I am borrowing a laptop from someone. My computer decide to konk out on
me. I need to get a new one, but right now, I am still saving stuff from the computer
before getting rid of it. Not to mention, not even sure what kind of computer I want.
I hate to say that I now have to talk to my boyfriend about this. It seems like I can't
make up my mind in this. However I find it helps me alot if I say this outloud instead of
having it all jumble up inside of my head.
I have a feeling that becoming a stripper is going to be easier than this.
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