2012-08-01 22:45:40 ( UTC )
This is it.
I don't know. An update just seemed right. I first planned on just writing a list on here
(as i do in other diaries), but then i just thought "my last few entries have actually
worried people. maybe i should let them know that everything isn't so bad now?" So yeah.
Firstly, anybody who is reading this that has tried to help me, thank you. I was rude
enough not to respond to most of you, but thank you. You're messages actually made me
smile a lot. Actually made me feel like someone was on my side with the whole thing, and
wanted to see me at the end of it. So thank you. It's not really the end of it - I can
still feel the buzz sinking in below, waiting for a chance to pop back up and ruin my life
again, but it's sinking. Slowly sinking.
Wow, okay. there's a lot to talk about.
Right, well, Andrea dumped Mark, and she's now going back out with Patrycja. Woohoo. But
now Kathryn and Mark have a thing - I was bothered by it a little, but i couldn't give a
crap now. I had my chance with him and I let that slip through my fingers. Oh well.
Urm... wow. the whole Duncan thing where he promised to kiss me and didn't.. and broke my
heart... I slit my arm the night before our final play! ^.^ No. It was bad, but
apparently, not too obvious. Ever since the cuts healed up, i've felt so much better, so
Okay, ur... France was shit. So... But Mehdi was sooooooo cute :( I'm going to miss him so
much. Not Polo though - I have him on facebook. Hahaha, wink wink.
Urm... yeah. Im talking to Ed and Jacob again...
Oh, and I had a dream about Rudy last night. No matter how much I don't talk or see him,
he's the one guy I never stop liking. We may not talk, i don't care. I still like him,
silently. Nothing will happen though. I don't care. I'm just going to miss him next year
when he leaves. Oh bother.. Oh well. I guess that's the update?
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